August 28, 2007

More (hopefully) *before* pics!!

OK. So ONCE again inspired by a very good friend of mine (you know who you are)... I'm being brave enough to post a couple of recent pictures of myself. These are from our trip to our cottage in Ontario at the begining of the month..... keep in mind that I would NEVER EVER EVER post these anywhere else because I can hardly even look at them. After getting home and downloading them, and once again feeling complete shock over how I look, I immediately concluded that every single picture would be filed under "BEFORE PICTURES"!!! The only way I can accept that this is the way I really look is that I have the dream of being able to look back on them after I've lost weight and be able to feel proud of how FAR I've come!!

I think that this is the cutest picture ever of everyone else!!! If I could have set it up myself, I woulda sat further down on the rock and more towards my husband!!! SO ridiculous how all I can ever think about is hiding my weight!

UGH. Nothing else to say .... UGH

My wonderful, fantastic, handsome husband.... who loves me no matter what I weigh... I am so grateful to have him in my life (I have a full body shot of this, but cant bring myself to post it!).


Chubby Chick said... have such a lovely family! And you and your husband are an adorable couple! Thanks for sharing the pics! I haven't been brave enough to post a "before" pic yet...but, oh...I can't wait to post an "after." lol What a double standard, eh? lol

And don't be ashamed of your pics. You are a very beautiful lady. :)

Ashley said...

Kudos to you because you are way braver than me! I always avoid pictures because I hate the way I look. It looks like you had a great time!!

Diet Coke and Zingers said...

You are SO much cuter than you even realize... and WOW, just WOW, look at those adorable kids of yours!

marie said...

wow - what a LOVELY family. and give yourself more credit, girl! you're beautiful.

Dee said...

Your family is included!! Very brave to post your pictures, you deserve a pat on the back!

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